Laura Mazza

Laura Mazza’s first reaction when she saw her husband had taken a swimsuit photo of her from the back was annoyance, fueled by insecurity.

As the mom from Australia, who blogs at The Mum on the Run, wrote on Facebook, she didn’t react well when she found what she thought was an unflattering snapshot:

I saw this photo in my husbands phone, and I said, “Why the hell would you take a photo of me at that angle?”

Mazza acknowledged that the photo made her feel, “self conscious.” As she pondered why that was, a series of memories came back to her. They were memories of unsolicited advice about how to look better, the implication being that her appearance didn’t measure up:

It reminded me when I took a photo of me and my newborn son and someone asked me if I wanted to try a scrub that got rid of acne scars and a cream that rid me of dark lines under the eyes — I had been in labor for 14 hours. But it made me feel bad about myself, even though I was feeling euphoric.

And that wasn’t the only example. There was the friend that sent her to the plus-size section so she could find a suit with, “better tummy control.” There was the time a request for exercises that help with muscle separation resulted in her being, “bombarded with sales for stomach wraps.”

I saw this photo in my husbands phone, and I said “why the hell would you take a photo of me at that angle?”I became…

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Not to mention the time Mazza, “had a girl tell me quietly that my dress would look better if I had some Spanx on — I had a cesarean three months prior to that. I loved the way I looked in that dress.”

As Mazza noted, all of these comments came from women:

I don’t blame them. I’m not angry. This is what society has taught them, this is what cultural pressures have led them to believe and so much so, that they feel it’s okay to say it to their fellow sisters as if it’s helping us.

That pressure can be significant. Mazza notes that women who don’t bounce back to their pre-pregnancy bodies after birth are thought of as lazy or, “not trying hard enough.” She wrote:

You have to justify yourself to everyone of why your body has changed so much … but the reality is, it’s because you had a fucking baby. Why is that so shameful?

As Mazza pointed out, “I have cellulite. So does most of the population.” And women who have children sometimes have bodies that reflect that fact.

The question for Mazza is why women don’t value themselves and each other as they deserve to be valued. She wrote, “Imagine if we just spent time appreciating all that we can do, the amazing life creating vessels that we are, instead of trying to scrub, wrap, and hide all that we have done?”

She added, “Body confidence starts within, but our surroundings are responsible for it too.”

And that brings it back to the photo of Mazza in her swimsuit. While she saw an image that made her self-conscious, that’s not what her husband saw. His explanation for why he took the photo put everything into perspective:

“So my husbands response? ‘You looked so happy!’ … That’s all he saw, not my cellulite, not my imperfections. He saw a happy wife enjoying a moment, and he was right. I was happy. I am happy, That’s all that matters.”

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6 Replies to “Mom Is Self-Conscious Over Swimsuit Photo Husband Took of Her. But All He Sees Is a Happy Wife”

  • Chrissy 1 year ago

    I am a 60 something aging woman. My cousin (same age) and I were lamenting about some body, skin, hair issue. Her husband piped in “all men aren’t in their 20’s you know, if only you could see what I see, you’re both gorgeous” Lesson here: the husband saw a happy wife, sad that she is pressured to feel happiness is related to beauty. I definitely relate, but I’m going to try to change. Aging is hard, having a baby is hard, having breast cancer and a mastectomy is hard, society probably won’t ease up on the beauty thing, but I can ignore it and learn to be happy in my own skin. I’m going to try it. I hope the wife can gain something from this article as well. Your hubby loves you!

  • Jen 1 year ago

    If you’re happy why the article putting your husband and all the other drama out there. Have some pride and respect your husband. People feel they need to put all their business on social media… and now here’s the “embarrassing” picture of you for the world to see. Guess what… everyone has their own insecurities. Your husband was clearly in love w the picture of you and wanted to see the love of his life in a photo that made him happy. Whine whine whine! Move on and leave it out of social media.

    • Becky 1 year ago

      I think you missed the point of the article. She wasn’t whining, she was encouraging other women, moms to stop feeling pressured to look a certain way. To stop trying to “help” each other with magic creams and underwear and be happy.

  • Kathy 1 year ago

    I think she looks beautiful!♥️

  • Thomas Ianello 1 year ago

    I knew she looked familiar from the back, I saw her in that hit show “I’d hit that” airing on CBS this fall. But yeah, I’d hit that! I’m just kidding, it takes more than a bad representation of body image to make “good” men not love their woman. If she was my lady, I would love her as I do my actual partner.

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